Ray Lopez Bücher

Lopez's third memoir delves into his evolving faith and personal growth as a Christian, husband, father, and probation officer. It chronicles his departure from the Baptist church to an independent congregation focused on the Holy Spirit. The narrative encompasses the challenges of raising children as working parents, the impact of 9/11, and a poignant journey to Peru for their daughter’s recovery after a severe accident. Additionally, it addresses family hardships, including his parents' deaths and his sister-in-law's battle with ALS, ultimately highlighting themes of resilience and divine purpose.

The memoir explores the author's journey through immaturity and struggles with alcoholism as a young Christian in California. Drawing parallels to biblical and literary themes, it highlights his internal conflict between conscience and desire. The transformative healing from alcoholism not only saves his marriage but also paves the way for academic and professional success, including a master's degree from UC Berkeley and a career as a federal probation officer. The narrative spans fourteen years, concluding with a move to Connecticut, enriched by family and community blessings.

Set against a backdrop of crime and redemption, the novella follows Giordano Bruno, a capo in the Patriarca Crime Family, as he navigates the brutal realities of murder and justice. Drawing from the author's experiences as a probation officer and Christian, the narrative explores themes of sin, justification, and the transformative power of faith. Through Bruno's journey from darkness to self-examination, readers witness the potential for divine guidance and healing, emphasizing that understanding our painful truths can lead to a fulfilling life aligned with God's plan.

Set against the backdrop of the 1960s and 1970s Long Island, this memoir explores the tumultuous life of a Latino man grappling with cultural identity, racism, and personal demons. It chronicles his experiences in an abusive Catholic school, his descent into alcoholism and delinquency, and his entanglement with a gang. As he navigates the chaos of the Vietnam War and counterculture, he ultimately confronts his struggles through the criminal justice and mental health systems, leading to a profound awakening to faith and self-discovery.